Endless infinity of people… we’re all the same… lined up in a row that stretches out of sight… our internet chitter chatter creating a buzz which fills the space.

It drives me nuts!!!!! How can we all be the same?! Reaching, clawing, grabbing, searching… what the hell are we all searching for?! What are we doing?

I surfed other Live Journal logs today. Big mistake. It always freaks me out.

Of course life has been freaking me out lately. I hate it when I start getting all philosophical and contemplating the whole “why are we all here” question.

Because there is no answer. There is no answer when you aren’t religious, and I just can’t buy into any of the modern gods that we currently have to choose from. They are all flawed, and I don’t even want to start into that discussion.

But being without religion does leave terrible unanswerable questions in your head.

Dammit! One among many. A tiny drop in a massive ocean.

We’re all the same.