{"id":61,"date":"2007-02-24T07:04:35","date_gmt":"2007-02-24T13:04:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.angelsdesk.com\/angel\/blog\/?p=61"},"modified":"2007-02-24T07:40:25","modified_gmt":"2007-02-24T13:40:25","slug":"the-celebration-of-crap","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.angelsdesk.com\/?p=61","title":{"rendered":"The Celebration of Crap"},"content":{"rendered":"<div id=\"photo_v\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/www.angelsdesk.com\/photos\/2007\/02\/Damian_09Feb2007.jpg\" \/><br \/>\nDamian<br \/>\n09 February 2007<\/div>\n<p>For Valentine&#8217;s Day, Matt bought me an iPod. He received one as a present from his parents for Christmas, and I thought it was really cool. (Apple <em>owns<\/em>\u00c2\u00a0industrial design. Everything they create looks sleek and cool and sexy.)<\/p>\n<p>While playing with my sexy (hot pink, by the way) new iPod, I suddenly had the overwhelming desire to create a podcast.\u00c2\u00a0 How fun would that be?!<\/p>\n<p>But what would I podcast, I thought to myself.\u00c2\u00a0 (Is &#8220;podcast&#8221; a verb?\u00c2\u00a0 It&#8217;s difficult to keep current with all the emerging net jargon.)\u00c2\u00a0 I don&#8217;t want to do a show like <a href=\"http:\/\/www.myspace.com\/aradioshow\">Sam has done<\/a>.\u00c2\u00a0 My talents don&#8217;t lie in that direction.\u00c2\u00a0 Then I thought, I can read something!\u00c2\u00a0 But I can&#8217;t use copyrighted material, so I would have to read my own work.<\/p>\n<p>Well, that sounds like a lot of fun!<\/p>\n<p>At least, that&#8217;s where the idea began.\u00c2\u00a0 Fun.\u00c2\u00a0 But then I began to worry.\u00c2\u00a0 What if it&#8217;s crap?\u00c2\u00a0 What if I create something that is utter crap?\u00c2\u00a0 The fear of creating something subpar &#8212; something that people will point to and say, &#8220;Whoa, what loser created <em>that<\/em>?&#8221; &#8212; kills the idea&#8230; dead.<\/p>\n<p>And then I do nothing.\u00c2\u00a0 I attempt nothing.\u00c2\u00a0 My life, which is finite, is wasted in fear.<\/p>\n<p>Bruce Willis and Russell Crowe may not be the best musicians, but at least they actually <em>did<\/em> something instead of letting fear strangle their dreams.\u00c2\u00a0 There is some really terrible art and stories floating around on the internet, but I say, Good job, people!\u00c2\u00a0 You were brave and\u00c2\u00a0you created.\u00c2\u00a0 F*** the critics!\u00c2\u00a0 Dream and do!\u00c2\u00a0 Follow your bliss!<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m thinking now that the title of this blog entry should be &#8220;F*** the critics.&#8221;\u00c2\u00a0 It&#8217;s so easy to point out mediocrity.\u00c2\u00a0 It&#8217;s so easy to belittle, but through belittling we destroy the creations of others and the unmade creations\u00c2\u00a0within ourselves.<\/p>\n<p>Now that I have children, I realize how important it is to encourage fledgling attempts.\u00c2\u00a0 Lily is not good at using her spoon, but I tell her what a great job she is doing as she spills food everywhere because she <em>is<\/em> doing a great job.\u00c2\u00a0 She&#8217;s learning through doing.\u00c2\u00a0 If I expected her to be able to use a spoon expertly on her first try and criticized her when she didn&#8217;t, all I would be doing is destroying her confidence.\u00c2\u00a0 She would no longer attempt new things.<\/p>\n<p>So create.\u00c2\u00a0 Nurture your fledgling attempts.\u00c2\u00a0 It&#8217;s better to create, whatever the final quality may be, than to live in fear.<\/p>\n<p>Since my children are so very young right now, it may take awhile for podcasts to show up on this site, but they will.\u00c2\u00a0 Oh yes, they most definitely will.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Damian 09 February 2007 For Valentine&#8217;s Day, Matt bought me an iPod. He received one as a present from his parents for Christmas, and I thought it was really cool. (Apple owns\u00c2\u00a0industrial design. Everything they create looks sleek and cool and sexy.) While playing with my sexy (hot pink, by the way) new iPod, I [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2,6],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-61","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-general","category-podcast"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.angelsdesk.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/61","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.angelsdesk.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.angelsdesk.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.angelsdesk.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.angelsdesk.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=61"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.angelsdesk.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/61\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.angelsdesk.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=61"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.angelsdesk.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=61"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.angelsdesk.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=61"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}