{"id":799,"date":"2003-09-09T09:50:00","date_gmt":"2003-09-09T15:50:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.angelsdesk.com\/?p=799"},"modified":"2003-09-09T09:50:00","modified_gmt":"2003-09-09T15:50:00","slug":"holy-shit","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.angelsdesk.com\/?p=799","title":{"rendered":"Holy shit!!"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>So, I read some more of those 115 updates per minute.  Everyone was like me&#8211; rambling on about their life.  What they are going to do today, writing poetry, complaining about themselves&#8230;. Any one of those journals could have been my journal.<\/p>\n<p>And then there was <i>my<\/i> journal entry that I had just written!  It sounded exactly like the others.  Yet another journal entry pondering the meaning of life and searching, rambling on in a self-absorbed way.<\/p>\n<p>This is too weird.  I feel nauseous (though that could be the caffiene).<\/p>\n<p>I think online journal writers are like dog breeders.  I&#8217;ve met several dog breeders in the past few months and most of them are the same personality type: bossy, think their opinions are the only right ones, come off as rude when discussing their opinions in dog-related conversations.  I came to the conclusion that a certain personality type is attracted to dog breeding.  Don&#8217;t get me wrong, these breeders love dogs and are ethical breeders, but their interpersonal skills are certainly lacking.  If a law student married an engineering student, their child would be a dog breeder.<\/p>\n<p>Anyways, I&#8217;ve now decided that a certain personality type is attracted to online journal writing.  We are introspective, a bit depressed, love to write, love to write with biting wit even more, creative, a bit lost.<\/p>\n<p>And young.  A lot of the online journal writers are <i>very<\/i> young.  Of course, they call the online journal &#8220;a blog&#8221; which sounds infinitely cooler.  But are blog writers just younger versions of online journal writers?  Just as introspective and creative, but they are introspective about different things that are age-specific?<\/p>\n<p>One of the entries I read was by a college student.  She was philosophizing about herself, saying she took herself far too seriously and that she was now &#8220;over&#8221; herself.  While I was reading that entry, I thought &#8220;Oh yeah, I remember going through that psychological phase in college.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I hope I find my spiritual enlightment soon&#8230; all this uncertainty&#8211; these painful questions without answers&#8211; is taking an emotional toll.  I&#8217;m exhausted.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>So, I read some more of those 115 updates per minute. Everyone was like me&#8211; rambling on about their life. What they are going to do today, writing poetry, complaining about themselves&#8230;. Any one of those journals could have been my journal. And then there was my journal entry that I had just written! It [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-799","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-general"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.angelsdesk.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/799","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.angelsdesk.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.angelsdesk.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.angelsdesk.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.angelsdesk.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=799"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.angelsdesk.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/799\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.angelsdesk.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=799"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.angelsdesk.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=799"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.angelsdesk.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=799"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}