{"id":869,"date":"2006-01-08T07:39:00","date_gmt":"2006-01-08T13:39:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.angelsdesk.com\/?p=869"},"modified":"2006-01-08T07:39:00","modified_gmt":"2006-01-08T13:39:00","slug":"clouds-clearing","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.angelsdesk.com\/?p=869","title":{"rendered":"Clouds Clearing"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Man, have I been funked out!  One of three things could have caused it: 1) my monthly emotional cycle; 2) I&#8217;m taking Claritin everyday right now because of the Cedar and the Claritin may be causing it; or 3) I gave up sugar for the New Year.  I haven&#8217;t had sugar since midnight Dec 31st, and I may be going through sugar withdrawal &#8212; yes, such a thing exists :).  (Sugar is bad news for a lot of folks in my family.  Our minds and bodies can&#8217;t handle it.  My dad and my uncle have already developed Type II diabetes, and my mom and I are headed that way unless we clean up our diets.)<\/p>\n<p>I really hope it&#8217;s not the Claritin.  Cedar pollen will be in the air for another month-ish, and I have to take it everyday just to function.<\/p>\n<p>Anyways, I feel the clouds clearing in my mind.  I <i>hate<\/i> being in a funk &#8212; just hate it.  And Matt feels the full force of my funks because he lives with me.  I&#8217;m adding exercise into my daily routine to help defend against the funks.<\/p>\n<p>Yesterday, I asked Matt why he really believed that I would quit eating sugar this time.  I&#8217;ve tried so many times and failed.  What made this time different?  He said that you have to believe <i>every time<\/i> you try something, or you are just setting yourself up for failure.  And, the funny thing is, I do believe I&#8217;ll do something every time I try it &#8212; every single time I try something, I believe in my heart that this will be the time I succeed.  And then one day, I turn that corner without even realizing it, and I succeed.<\/p>\n<p>This time I really am going to do regular exercise.  This time I really am going to write a book.  This time I really am going to stay off the sugar.<\/p>\n<p>This time, I feel great!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Man, have I been funked out! One of three things could have caused it: 1) my monthly emotional cycle; 2) I&#8217;m taking Claritin everyday right now because of the Cedar and the Claritin may be causing it; or 3) I gave up sugar for the New Year. I haven&#8217;t had sugar since midnight Dec 31st, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-869","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-general"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.angelsdesk.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/869","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.angelsdesk.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.angelsdesk.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.angelsdesk.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.angelsdesk.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=869"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.angelsdesk.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/869\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.angelsdesk.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=869"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.angelsdesk.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=869"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.angelsdesk.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=869"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}