{"id":879,"date":"2006-06-22T08:07:00","date_gmt":"2006-06-22T14:07:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.angelsdesk.com\/?p=879"},"modified":"2006-06-22T08:07:00","modified_gmt":"2006-06-22T14:07:00","slug":"feeling-better-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.angelsdesk.com\/?p=879","title":{"rendered":"Feeling better"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m in a much better mood today.  I was feeling very trapped by Lily yesterday which I think is pretty obvious by the entry.<\/p>\n<p>That&#8217;s the thing about journals: they are like photographs in that they capture a single moment in time.  But life isn&#8217;t static, and so moods, thoughts, actions &#8212; everything &#8212; constantly moves.  But a journal entry is a written photograph of a moment &#8212; a single emotion or idea captured in words.<\/p>\n<p><small>(It&#8217;s nice to be writing again, even if it&#8217;s just journal entries.  I haven&#8217;t written in a very <i>very<\/i> long time.)<\/small><\/p>\n<p>Toddlers are just so much work.  Mothers of grown-up children <i>always<\/i> tell me, &#8220;Oh, before you even blink, they are 25 and moved out of the house.  It happens too fast.&#8221;  And I want to reply, &#8220;Not when you have a toddler.  When you have a toddler, time stands still.&#8221;  But I don&#8217;t say that.  I will probably be saying the same exact thing they are saying when Lily is 25-years-old.<\/p>\n<p>I read a comic strip by Shannon Wheeler where one of the characters said, &#8220;Somewhere between expectation and nostalgia, you think I would have been happy.&#8221;  It seems a very sad statement, but there is a bit of truth to it&#8230; just a bit.  I don&#8217;t want it to be completely true because it is too sad.  But sometimes, the moment is difficult and painful.<\/p>\n<p>Anyways, blah blah blah &#8212; I&#8217;m feeling much better now.  I&#8217;m off to Taco Cabana with the Munchkin to get some breakfast now.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m in a much better mood today. I was feeling very trapped by Lily yesterday which I think is pretty obvious by the entry. That&#8217;s the thing about journals: they are like photographs in that they capture a single moment in time. But life isn&#8217;t static, and so moods, thoughts, actions &#8212; everything &#8212; constantly [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-879","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-general"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.angelsdesk.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/879","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.angelsdesk.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.angelsdesk.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.angelsdesk.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.angelsdesk.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=879"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.angelsdesk.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/879\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.angelsdesk.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=879"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.angelsdesk.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=879"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.angelsdesk.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=879"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}