I miss my old life sometimes…. my single life with my single friends doing silly single activities. I gained a lot when I got married, but I lost a lot too. I never missed my childhood. People reminisce about high school or being a kid or even college. The time that I ache for is the time after college but before I got married… the time with Gene.

But my life has changed now and this is where I am now. And time only goes forward, never backward.