So what do you do when you can’t sleep because you’re worried about money and bills and life and how the hell am I supposed to plan anything and the Pipkins want us to move to San Antonio but Mom wants us to move to Kentucky but Glenn wants us to stay here and if we move out of Austin we break our lease and pay a horrible amount of money but I can’t find a job in Austin and Matt really wants to try to make the deal with the Italians work but we won’t get any money from the Italians for 2 months at the earliest…… today has not been a good day. In fact, the last week has not been a good week. I feel like I’m on auto-Angel because real Angel who has to deal with emotions has become overwhelmed and has retired to the back room of my mind for a little while. She’s locked herself in and refuses to come out. So I flip on the auto-Angel switch. Finish Cindy’s assignment. Do the dishes. Water the plants. Send out resumes. Automaton.

I’m very tense.

And I can’t sleep.

So I made my Life in the Garden webpage! Of course I did! Isn’t that what everyone does when they’re overwhelmed, tense, nervous, and can’t sleep? It’s what every nerd does. Half the webpages out there are the result of nervous insomnia.

The page is in its infancy so it’s very basic. It will evolve with time. I’m not quite sure what I want to do with it or where I want to take it, but this is a good beginning. It’s at:
http://www.wizardmoon.com/garden/

Now maybe a game of Spider Solitaire and then to bed…