So today is beautiful. Austin in September and October is beautiful. The sky is kissing blue and it’s 63 degrees out. There is another cool front coming in from the north today to keep the temperatures crisp and clean. I love Austin in September and October.

…. oooooo, and Halloween is coming up! :-))

I’ve been having mixed feelings of hope and intimidation. I wonder if anyone on this planet is truly at peace. I’ve always lived a very emotional life– I think it’s one of my defining traits. Emotions tumble inside me and are constantly needling at my brain.

There’s so much to do and not enough time. Clean the house, learn about mortgage loans, pack the house in preparation for a move, write my Great American Novel, find a job, make Wizard Moon fun, update my other pages, make Wizard Moon not so heavy for modem users, learn Japanese, learn to sew, organize the important papers, learn to draw better, draw more characters for Wizard Moon….

Most people I understand. I understand their motivations and desires. I understand their actions and thoughts. But people who say they are bored or who don’t have enough to do– I don’t understand them. As an adult, the world leaps with possibilities. I think children are more confined and inexperienced, so I can see how they get bored. But adults? One lifetime isn’t enough for everything I want to do.

So today is an internet day. That’ll be fun. I’m going to finally update the Himechan page and the Garden page. And I have a lot of work to do on the Wizard Moon page.

I also feel like I walk the line between egotistic and banal. Trip trip trip on a trippy little tightwire.

I wonder when I’m going to get through this “We’re all the same so what I do doesn’t matter” phase of my life. It’s a pretty suck phase.